07.07.05 - 8:26 p.m.

Today on the ride home from work I felt like I was suffocating. I have severe, severe, cabin fever. I need to go somewhere.

The bigger problem is, what have I done this year? Last year was full of travel, classes, change. This year I'm stuck in a rut. I don't really know if going away will fix things; when did running away from the problem ever solve it? But at least I might gain perspective.

Trying hard to think of an idea, or several. Feeling trapped.