06.11.02 - 7:43 p.m.

Day 2. I am doomed. I have the dull, aching feeling of doom in my chest. It's hard to explain.

I have noticed that journals are more interesting if they have some kind of narrative thread or recurring theme. So here is my new narrative thread: how many days till I get fired or quit? I could actually see it happening, believe it or not. I don't want to let anyone down, but there are limits to how fast I can learn and how close to the machine I can get.

I will try my hardest to overcome these doubts.